i love my boyfriend.<3

i love my boyfriend.<3
# Posted on Sunday, 05 August 2007 at 3:37 PM

commitment<3

commitment<3
com·mit·ment: [kuh-mit-muhnt]
–noun 1. the act of committing.
2. the state of being committed.
3. the act of committing, pledging, or engaging oneself.
4. a pledge or promise;

commitment.

its a scary word isnt it?

i use to think so.

then someone changed it for me. it is the most beautiful word. its the bond between two people. willing to keep themselves for one another. honoring that they want only one another. commitment use to be so hard for me. i hated the very word. it was like saying jesus in front of the devil. lol i mean i use to get upset when people were like you need to commit to me, im commiting to you. i guess it took alot more.

i fell in love. and when you really fall in love. commitment is so beautiful. i can honestly say. i am fully commited to pierre-marc. i love him with all my heart.

he has made me a better person since i have been dating him. he is so amazing. i know nothing will stop us from being together. he is the one that can make me smile when everything is going completely wrong.

he has been my supporter through so much! i dont know what i would have done with out him. his smile, his kiss, his touch makes me tingle. i fall in love with him over && over again every time he speaks. that is why i know i am ready for him to be my one & only.

pM
i love you hunny! thank you for being my other half. u complete me. no wait we complete each other.
# Posted on Saturday, 04 August 2007 at 11:45 PM

time to grow up.

time to grow up.
when do u know its time to grow up?

when you start to realize you dont need a whole bunch of friends.
when parties with drugs && alcohol start getting old.
when stealing becomes dumb. because you want to impress people. its not impressive
when you dress like a slut so you can get attention. [[news flash grow up]]

i notice that its very hard for me to grow up. i just want to be young. && free. but, honestly when you notice your spending all your money on partying & drugs you start to realize that there is so much more to life.

why should u waste time with people who are just using you. for money. && partying. im sorry but, im starting to realize the party scene is not for me. i would rather be spending time with people who mean the world to me. like my family, especially my 3 nephews. i mean i would rather watch them grow up && be with them. and spend my days with my boyfriend. i mean he has done so much for me, now its my turn to stop messing around, and start doing the right thing.

i am ready to take the next step in my life.. im wanting the respect i deserve, im ready to say good bye to the bad girl. im ready to be the real kesandra.

im stepping up... when are you going to?
# Posted on Saturday, 04 August 2007 at 9:13 PM

a perfect boyfriend would<3

a perfect boyfriend would<3
give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• play with her hair.

• walk around holding her hand.

FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.

• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

tickle her even when she says stop.

let her fall asleep in your arms.

get her mad, then kiss her.

stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick or having a bad day.

watch her favorite movie with her.

give her the world.

let her wear your clothes.

let her know she's important to you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain. lol [[billys dream]] lol

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

when she cries, hold her tight. don't say everything's going to be okay, just hold her.
# Posted on Tuesday, 17 July 2007 at 11:47 PM

love is when...

love is when...
love is when...
you miss him before you part<3
when you could listen to him talk all night<3
&& never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name... will..
send shivers down your spine<3
and you see his smile the second you close your eyes.<33333

# Posted on Sunday, 15 July 2007 at 6:00 PM
Edited on Monday, 16 July 2007 at 10:47 PM